22 February 2010
The 'Fight For This Love' hitmaker has vowed to return from a break in Los Angeles with her mind made up about what she will do with her marriage to soccer star Ashley Cole - which has been rocked by allegations of cheating with a number of women.
According to the Mirror, a source close to Cheryl said: "She is very upset and said she is going through hell at the moment.
"Her emotions are all over the place and she been veering between bouts of crying and anger as she tries to work out what to do.
"She is very confused and, in one of her low points, she said to me, 'I can't forgive him this time'.
"She is using her week in Los Angeles as decision time while she's away from all other distractions."
While Cheryl is in the US she has been spending time with hunky dancer Derek Hough.
The pair have been seen having dinner together and enjoying time away from the spotlight.
A source at upmarket eatery Katsuya in Los Angeles claimed Cheryl and Derek - who dances in her latest single 'Parachute' - seem to be getting on very well.
They said: "Hough had his arm around Cheryl's back for most of the dinner. She often touched his arm in a very flirtatious manner and he did the same to her."
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